No mood....trainning is very tough

Yesterday i went trainning then it was vry tough
i tried to jump higher then coach told me to jump higher again and my leg cant hold on to it but coach told me to push myself but it was quite painful...well it was juz no strength
then my coach told us to do the getting the dropshot ball shadow and i done it but coach told me that i hav to stretch my leg wider so i tried it but coach said stretch wider!!! arh.....i was juz trying my best to stretch i scared that if i stretch wider my leg would hurt and the muscle gt pain n maybe my pants would gt hole whooopsss!!!haha...lol
after that it was our freedom and we can play single or double..then coach told us dat we play "winner stays" it was like who win the game would stay and the loser would hav to change to another player. Then coach said he wanted to play too...oh my.....it was lyk a human versus an ant!!!!the coach was too tough to beat he was lyk the human and we are lyk the ants......haiz....i lost him by 7-3 the next game i lost tooo by 7-4 it was ok for me cuz the coach was tooo tough for us to beat so i wont mind but for a 11 year old kid juz beat me up easily maybe i no mood to play so he can beat me up easily or he was rily to tough to beat...haiz.....i think i hav to train more on my weakness....and i wont tell u guys my weakness cuz i scare that maybe some gud players noes my weakness and beat me up easily....n i oso hav to train my E.Q cuz i played with my friend and he juz beat me up easily and i gt too emotional....welll he is SBA ppl so it is not weird that he can beat me easily...he is my best partner eva...i wish if any competition i wanted to be his doubles partner....ok thats alll cus i need to study... final exam man!!!!!.....